I am sad.........i could not begin to tell the feeling

sedekah al-fatihah utk my grandmother..she passed away last night..

I dont really get to see her..

I thought i have more time, but what is left was the memories of her.

I dont really remember the last visit. I think the last visit was at the age of 19.

I am feeling Guilty for not making the time to see her and pray for her and myself to be a better servant of Allah.